seriously.
You know...scholarships.
They are there for a reason.
I've done maybe...three.
And that's still not enough even with the supposed
financial aid.
Now I have to go to a community college or memphis university.
That's what I deserve. But I want to go to MTSU. Gah.
I seriously make my own life harder with each fucking breath I take.
Damn me.
EDIT: Another thing.
I am so pissed right now at him
it's not even funny.
ALL of the songs are simply amazing and it even included the demos. Of course like the music pirate that I am I already had, "(Dear Child) I've Been Dying to Reach You." Most are acoustic but there's a few that use a whole band. One song in particular I absolutely adore because it's totally experimental and danceable...Springtime Out the Van Window. The beats are totally amazing.
Amazing album...to me anyway. Okay go check him out. He's amazing.
Oh and some amazing people from last.fm. sent me two b-sides by Circa Survive. 1,000 Witnesses and The Most Dangerous Commercials. Yippee!
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Anthony Green- Drugdealer
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loser_no_jutsu! 1. The Future (feat. Yankie)-GODS I LOVE THIS SONG! It's so AMAZING...and the beat. My gods.
2. Flow (feat. Emi Hinouchi)-I think this was the very first song I ever heard by epik high and I fell in love with them ever since.
3. Fan-The video for this was out of this world. I think this was the VERY FIRST epik high song...I'm not sure...but yeah anyway.
4. Decalcomanie- Uhm..I love and praise Tablo but you just have to fall in love with Mithra too.
5. FAQ-Tukutz is just soooo cute when he goes "TABLOO!"
6. Gumijul (feat. Itta)- The song makes you want to orgasm for some reason.
7. Fly-It's cute and people seem to don't like it but that's because they're stupid.
8. Eight by Eight (feat. Double K, Dok2, TBNY, Dynamic Duo)- This goes back to the streets and the basis of hip hop. Yay!
9. One (Planet Shiver Remix)- Trance + epik high = EARGASMIC. And I can't believe it's number 9. :D
10. Breakdown (Supreme Mix)- Finally saw the video for Breakdown. WTF?
I fell coming up the stairs this morning and I think I broke something or either went down REALLY REALLY HARD.
ouch.
haha.
He finally pissed me off so bad that I told him how I felt.
It didn't end well.
Not at all.
Gah.
On a lighter note... I am going to be home all alone tonight cause meh mom is hitting the casino!
Yep.
"i'm starting to wonder if the words you so effortlessly roll from your tongue are even laced with the slightest of sincerities."
I used that in conversation last night. I swear to high heavens I did. It just came out that way. I wanted to say this "I bet you don't mean half of what you fucking say to me." Instead it comes out all poetic. Wow.
Anyway...
EDIT:
It's kind of gross that I have a crush on Taka, lead singer of ONE OK ROCK. Just ew. Why?
- Mood:
numb - Music:SHINee - 누난 너무 예뻐 (Replay / Boom Track)
MTSU was absolutely amazing. I found some cool organizations that I think would be great to work with. They have a fashion/music magazine called Culture Shock Mag! They even did an article on korean hip hop so I was like YES! MUST BE PART OF! not to mention they have a half korean half mexican dude on staff named Robbie. Haha. Anyway, the anime club was aight but eh. Not going to go there again. Plus the school seems to hate them. :D The radio station wants new personalities and maybe I can give them that. Hopefully. I want to do a lot at this school... A LOT. I can't wait to go. But then again I am dreading the move.
By the way, NEVER take your parents with you to custom if you are above the age of seventeen if you can help it. My mother...gah. I can't even put into words how much I wanted to be alone. I love the woman to death but PLEASE...It was just one of those days.
Okay...here's poetry...
"shut up."
there in the corner of your whites
still mumbling how shades are
easily drawn over dazed
i'm not finishing what you refuse
careful how words are
formed on your tongue
you don't know where
those phrases have been
warning:
side effects include a stiffness
of synaptic charges
runny noses
and a tendency to dramatize
with your fingers
whatever you're taking...
i'll love to try
"i feel out shadows with aching fingertips"
i spit hotfire like lave on the tongue
overdosin' on words to spill from lips
i'm confusin' the masses with
nonsensical sense
YOU'RE TALL
but in my mind i'm taller
nerve racking isn't it to find
you can't distinguish between
how wrong you are and how
desperately right i am?
so we just happen to be fighting
this battle with rhyming words?
there in the corner of your whites
still mumbling how shades are
easily drawn over dazed
i'm not finishing what you refuse
careful how words are
formed on your tongue
you don't know where
those phrases have been
warning:
side effects include a stiffness
of synaptic charges
runny noses
and a tendency to dramatize
with your fingers
whatever you're taking...
i'll love to try
"i feel out shadows with aching fingertips"
i spit hotfire like lave on the tongue
overdosin' on words to spill from lips
i'm confusin' the masses with
nonsensical sense
YOU'RE TALL
but in my mind i'm taller
nerve racking isn't it to find
you can't distinguish between
how wrong you are and how
desperately right i am?
so we just happen to be fighting
this battle with rhyming words?
- Mood: chipper
I have The Sound of Animals Fighting stuck in my brain patterns. I can't wait for their new album to drop.
NEWS! I is at MTSU sharing a dorm with a really cool new person. I'm here for orientation so that I can finally sign up for classes and get my dormroom. I leave the big MEMPHO! in three weeks so I will have to try extra hard to hang with all my special peoples. I think once I get into college I will use LJ a LOT more. That's what I'm hoping.
I'll have poetry posted later. OHH OHH. I am working on a story. Totally korean. Totally gay. Thanks you know who for making me obsessed. I'll totally miss you.
- Location:dormroom
- Music:Blessthefall- Could Tell A Love
how would your eyes feel peeled from my flesh?
your thumb stretched across an awkward silence
digging deeper and ever still within an inflamed piece...
of me...I'm wondering if that's my matter scattered
across the floor excusing itself to blame it all on you.
- Mood: calm
Last night was terrible.
I won't go into further details but let's just say...
I learned from my mistakes.
I...wish I could apologize to some people but really you don't deserve it.
My thoughts are all organized and finally I can get some writing done.
I was issued the shuffle challenge again by my very good friend Raven.
yay! XD
Anyhoo!
10 fandoms...3000 + song possibilities. Oh the excitement.
- Location:my living room
- Mood: uncomfortable
- Music:Imogen Heap - Let Go
I would like to thank those who have been there for me. My true friends. The ones I can talk to without that nagging feeling in the back of my mind going, "You really don't like them. Why are you talking to them?"
Anyways, thanks you guys: Shun, Lindsey, Chelsey, Bailey, Rose, Christina, Alan, Scotty, Amy, Raven, Chris and your amazing brother Drew, and last but not least my cousin Shea.
"Dance with me
For I’ll be leaving soon"
-Mandala
Circa Survive
- Mood:
contemplative
I discovered that although I knew of the band asobi seksu I never really gave them a chance. I did yesterday and well now I can't stop listening to that damn song Strawberries. I downloaded a thousand songs yesterday before going to Bellevue to watch fireworks. Stupid cops. Almost gave us a ticket but the WHOLE of Cordova was there. *sigh* I thought I wanted to talk about something. But eh I forgot.
OOOOOOOOOO! downy. The coolest dreampop, shoegaze, whatever the hell you want to classify them band EVER! I love them. Okay whoever said they sounded like Blonde Redhead was sort of right. Just a little bit but they have a sound that's so unique. Dreamscape is fun. Maybe I should be a music major like my friend suggested. I don't know.
I'll leave you with this.
my hand grasps your curved perception altering all thought to cascade down your frontal lobe. your tongue holds light fast sputtering words echoing in content the spreading stain on your jeans. this is a mistake we all knew was coming. my fingers find shape hard to hold slowly pulling away to wonder in disgust the feeling of sticky moans. lips curve to form words...an inadubile smile threatens to shatter the serenity of your trance state. i'm not one to stir trouble deeper but even now in the front seat of this car i'm wondering..."is that all you can muster?"
- Mood:creative
What happens when you spend your time and energy trying to be friends with a new person. They like you for a split second and then turn their backs on you. Then you spiral into a depression that can never be lifted. I'm done.
Anyway! I AM SO HAPPY! I have Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core and God of War: Chains of Olympus for the PSP!
Yay!
Happy because their are two new characters Angeal and Genesis.
This is amazing.
I'm going to play now.
The graphics are AMAZING!
I'm here in Salmagundi being amazed at how lame it is that I got on livejournal.
Anyway...
Nothing to post but random babblings about how I want to make an rp but don't have the focus and determination to start one.
oh yeah.
Dedication.
STOP IT STUPID HEAD BAILEY!
Bye.
Umm...
Xenosaga was going great until my little ran into my room and accidentally tripped the cord destroying everything in her path.
Geez.
So I have to start it back up.
Stuff happened yesterday but I don't want to get into it over the internet.
It was...nice to say the least.
There's nothing much to say besides the fact that I'm palying Final Fantasy XII for the first time! WHOO!
Stole it from my uncs...
He doesn't mind though.
I have new characters up and will probably post their bios...maybe.
I also have a new story based around someone's life and the things they've done.
Who is it?
FIgure it out once I start posting it up here.
"'Don't you think it's a pretty
night to watch your own
breath?'
So I open my mouth and blow
into the frost
to let out all the ghosts"
Arietta
-After The Sirens
- Mood: peaceful
I'm too wound up.
I'm still thinking and reeling. Spinning non stop.
But when I crash, it will be a huge relief.
I'm glad I finally got a livejournal.
Now I have to figure out how to do everything!!!
n00b...
I have Xenosaga and I'm beginning to play it.
Someone I love and need to desperately call says it's a great game.
I'm playing it for them and maybe I can see the greatness for myself.
I'm going out again tonight hopefully with Chelsey and her friend Edwin who happens to be gay.
He's hilarious and cool. Good combination.
"I'm supposed to imposter a new you..."
In Fear and Faith
-Circa Survive
- Mood: excited
We're going to OSAKA!!!!
Not teh city in Japaneses...
but the restaurant.
So we're going and stuff and Bailey is behind me gobbling like a Turkey and then Rose did it too!
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